Monday, December 20, 2010

Unhappy

Unhappy? Is it normal to feel this way? I hope so. I'm sure I'm not alone in this kind of feeling. I don't deny that every now and then I feel this way. There are things I wanted to happen and hope for it but it failed. And it depresses me a lot. I want to scream. I want to cry out loud. Until when I'll be waiting for my utmost wish in life? Sometimes I found myself soaked in a pail of hatred and pain. Keep wondering why the lucky star is keeping away with me. Is it worth waiting for uncertain thing? Yes! A lot of people keep on saying that. I believe on it. But I just can't ignore the sting of disappointment and frustration whenever I feel weak. I need to be strong. I need to keep my faith and hold on to God's promise. That's the only best thing I can do now.

2 comments:

geeten said...

hi bheng. it's been 4 yrs now that I and my hubby are trying to conceive and although everything is uncertain and we do not know when the little one would come, we still continue to hope. although feeling down and frustrated are inevitable when it comes to waiting for something that we want to happen, holding on, keeping strong and believing that we still have hope can be our best defense. Cheer up girl! keep praying. we still have hope!

Bheng said...

gee: thank you so much for the encouraging and uplifting words. Yeah, you're right! We should keep on praying.