I called at the agency and was informed that the employer has no response yet. Negativity strikes me again. A candle of hope slowly fades. I feel a bit tired of hoping and waiting for an answer. What if I lose the battle? An inner voice says I can't accept it. I want it badly. I don't know how to react. And then finally, I accept my fate. Wait. That's the only word that comes in mind.
I let myself rest and listen to the voice that speaks inside. No need to hurry. Time comes at the perfect moment. I should wait. That's my only hope. And then, I turn to God for guidance and light. I kneel saying starting today, I let God take over me. Surely, God will lead me where I should be.